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Sunday, April 06, 2008
yesterday someone said "loneliness is beautiful" and according to stump i gave a classic absolutely bewildered like wth are you talking about look.today i felt some strange urge to walk home from orchard after a wonderful night out. yes, alone. and i thought about it, among many other things.there was this one time i tried out a personality quiz thingy and out of 9 different pictures of places i'd choose to visit, i picked one that showed a dark, desolate place. there was ice and snow everywhere and the moon was out, bathing everything in a frosty pale blue. then the analysis thing said that very few pple chose that and i can understand why. why pick something that looks downright depressing when there are other pictures of sunny beaches and green rolling hills. i guess very few people will see it my way.i imagined myself standing in the middle of that, in virtual silence. the cold permeates my clothes, just enough to keep me feeling awake and alive, while the same scene stretches out for miles in all directions. and i am completely alone in that world. just me and the stars and my thoughts and all that i believe in. i thought maybe in somewhere so different, so mystical, i will feel so different that i truly become a different person. (haha this is so hard to put down in words, but i will continue cuz it doesnt really matter if you get it or not.)to me, that scene metaphorizes(?) loneliness. scary, chilling, but oh so beautiful. it's like how some people may prefer night to day, when everything is quiet and still for once and it's easy to find yourself alone.or maybe night is only beautiful when there is the promise of the light of day. after all, living in darkness forever is a dreadful thought. likewise, maybe loneliness is only beautiful when you are sure that someday it will be replaced by something else. cause hell, no one can live alone.so when i'm sort of done appreciating the night, i can only hope that dawn will follow. 12:04:00 AM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
yesterday someone said "loneliness is beautiful" and according to stump i gave a classic absolutely bewildered like wth are you talking about look.today i felt some strange urge to walk home from orchard after a wonderful night out. yes, alone. and i thought about it, among many other things.there was this one time i tried out a personality quiz thingy and out of 9 different pictures of places i'd choose to visit, i picked one that showed a dark, desolate place. there was ice and snow everywhere and the moon was out, bathing everything in a frosty pale blue. then the analysis thing said that very few pple chose that and i can understand why. why pick something that looks downright depressing when there are other pictures of sunny beaches and green rolling hills. i guess very few people will see it my way.i imagined myself standing in the middle of that, in virtual silence. the cold permeates my clothes, just enough to keep me feeling awake and alive, while the same scene stretches out for miles in all directions. and i am completely alone in that world. just me and the stars and my thoughts and all that i believe in. i thought maybe in somewhere so different, so mystical, i will feel so different that i truly become a different person. (haha this is so hard to put down in words, but i will continue cuz it doesnt really matter if you get it or not.)to me, that scene metaphorizes(?) loneliness. scary, chilling, but oh so beautiful. it's like how some people may prefer night to day, when everything is quiet and still for once and it's easy to find yourself alone.or maybe night is only beautiful when there is the promise of the light of day. after all, living in darkness forever is a dreadful thought. likewise, maybe loneliness is only beautiful when you are sure that someday it will be replaced by something else. cause hell, no one can live alone.so when i'm sort of done appreciating the night, i can only hope that dawn will follow.
this is me.
kimberley.
defined by the medicine she studies, the touch rugby she plays, and the friends and family that she loves.
my heart's content.
+ travelling (feasible: bangkok, realistic: america, europe, south africa, idealistic: arctic)
+ i'll think of more when its not 6am in the morning.
people.
tell me.
credit where credit's due.
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