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Saturday, April 12, 2008
sometimes you need a jolt to put things back into perspective. because life is hard, its like stumbling around drunk and your world is spinning and certain things feel like the most important things in the world. you let them consume you, when in reality they mean nothing at all, not really. so when you finally get that slap in your face, or the cold water splashed on you, your priorities right themselves and you focus on the things you ought to. too bad feeling all high and dizzy is nice too and i never stick to the righted world for too long, no matter how much i know i should. i should: remember that i have more than enough things to be grateful for never let anyone make me feel smaller than i am treasure the people around me take my time and enjoy things as they come go to church i really should. but these are things i tell myself time and again, until they just become things i tell myself time and again. maybe i need that seismic shift to make me learn, but i'm way too scared to find out what that would cost me.
on a lighter note, i'm finally going to buy clinical clothes tmr. on the very last day possible. i guess i wasnt looking forward to it too much. i might even have dreaded it, because it feels like i'm starting down a path that i have to stick to for the rest of my life and i guess i'm apprehensive. but since i discovered something awhile ago, i somehow want to do this more (this meaning venturing into the hospitals proper). cliched as this may sound, i want to learn i want to make a difference, i want to help. perhaps delayed reaction there but as they say, better late than never.
10:08:00 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
sometimes you need a jolt to put things back into perspective. because life is hard, its like stumbling around drunk and your world is spinning and certain things feel like the most important things in the world. you let them consume you, when in reality they mean nothing at all, not really. so when you finally get that slap in your face, or the cold water splashed on you, your priorities right themselves and you focus on the things you ought to. too bad feeling all high and dizzy is nice too and i never stick to the righted world for too long, no matter how much i know i should. i should: remember that i have more than enough things to be grateful for never let anyone make me feel smaller than i am treasure the people around me take my time and enjoy things as they come go to church i really should. but these are things i tell myself time and again, until they just become things i tell myself time and again. maybe i need that seismic shift to make me learn, but i'm way too scared to find out what that would cost me.
on a lighter note, i'm finally going to buy clinical clothes tmr. on the very last day possible. i guess i wasnt looking forward to it too much. i might even have dreaded it, because it feels like i'm starting down a path that i have to stick to for the rest of my life and i guess i'm apprehensive. but since i discovered something awhile ago, i somehow want to do this more (this meaning venturing into the hospitals proper). cliched as this may sound, i want to learn i want to make a difference, i want to help. perhaps delayed reaction there but as they say, better late than never.
this is me.
kimberley.
defined by the medicine she studies, the touch rugby she plays, and the friends and family that she loves.
my heart's content.
+ travelling (feasible: bangkok, realistic: america, europe, south africa, idealistic: arctic)
+ i'll think of more when its not 6am in the morning.
people.
tell me.
credit where credit's due.
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