i realize that i fantasize alot. not sexual fantasies la, i know all you sick pple out there are gonna jump straight to that conclusion haha. but my fantasies are no less embarrassing, at least to me, and i will not divulge them ever. haha okay maybe to a few special pple whom i know won't laugh at me. or at least i wont care if they laugh.
they're embarrassing because they go against what people think of me. there's really nothing wrong with them, not morally or anything, but they speak of someone who doesnt seem like myself at all. ughh maybe i'm just surpressing my true character haha. hiding it under a dark, perhaps overly-practical and proud surface. owells.
because the days have been so bloody hot recently, the sky was really clear tonight, at least at changi. it was really pretty nice, and i would have stopped to admire it all if i wasnt so scared that someone would kidnap me along that dark deserted path haha. east coast is rising in appeal to me, just that its damn far away.
tmr i get my first chance to watch a real surgery, probably the removal of a thyroglossal cyst. a pretty rare case apparantly, since these come in only once every 6 months. EXCITED heh. hope it lives up to my expectations though.

i realize that i fantasize alot. not sexual fantasies la, i know all you sick pple out there are gonna jump straight to that conclusion haha. but my fantasies are no less embarrassing, at least to me, and i will not divulge them ever. haha okay maybe to a few special pple whom i know won't laugh at me. or at least i wont care if they laugh.
they're embarrassing because they go against what people think of me. there's really nothing wrong with them, not morally or anything, but they speak of someone who doesnt seem like myself at all. ughh maybe i'm just surpressing my true character haha. hiding it under a dark, perhaps overly-practical and proud surface. owells.
because the days have been so bloody hot recently, the sky was really clear tonight, at least at changi. it was really pretty nice, and i would have stopped to admire it all if i wasnt so scared that someone would kidnap me along that dark deserted path haha. east coast is rising in appeal to me, just that its damn far away.
tmr i get my first chance to watch a real surgery, probably the removal of a thyroglossal cyst. a pretty rare case apparantly, since these come in only once every 6 months. EXCITED heh. hope it lives up to my expectations though.