Thursday, November 29, 2007
i dont like myself. not very much, alot of the time.
i think i ask for too much.
or maybe not. maybe these things are just not meant for me.
it's not fair.
i am stuck in a rut i cannot get out of. i thought i'd finally freed myself, but looks like i was wrong. looks like i'll always be deep dark and twisty. why do i do this to myself why why why. i wish i could lie down and sleep for a long time. i'm tired of having to deal with this world.
it's down to this
i've got to make this life make sense
can anyone tell what i've done
i miss the life
i miss the colours of the world
can anyone tell me where i am
cause now again i've found myself
so far down, away from the sun
that shines into the darkest place
i'm so far down, away from the sun again
away from the sun again
i'm over this
i'm tired of living in the dark
can anyone see me down here
the feeling's gone
there's nothing left to lift me up
back into the world i know
and now again i've found myself
so far down, away from the sun
that shines into the darkest place
i'm so far down, away from the sun
that shines to light the way for me
to find my way back into the arms
that care about the ones like me
i'm so far down, away from the sun again.
10:15:00 PM